I Wanted to Write Like Annie Dillard (a #poem)

I wanted to write like Annie Dillard
away, alone, aware–
not here in the middle
of this city/suburbs life.
Long to leave asphalt, concrete
the multiplying cars
with their inhuman noises.
Instead seek a vista, a vale
offering color and light, some quiet
to inspire words like a flowing brook
across quiet pebbles.
Only to discover myself a pilgrim
not at Tinker Creek, but here in the
hum, surprised to be a writer
in spite of this ever present
Reality, days of down-to-earth
distractions.
How?
Every time I want to run away
to Another Perfect Place
words follow me
like a homing pigeon
dropping his message,
crumbs at my feet
where my life has
been all along.
“He who wants to save his life will lose it, but he who loses his life….will find it.”
Jesus in Matthew, Mark and Luke
