I’ve ‘marked out a temple’ (She said that’s one meaning of the word ‘to contemplate’.)
I’ve said, “Here I will worship God inside invisible walls with a view to His Creation.”
I’m looking and listening for Him because I’m tired of paying attention to lies–the lies that say, ‘you have to be DOING something all the time.’
Why is it a lie?
Because God did it all in His creation. And it was good (I believe He repeated that point more than once.) And He said it was finished again when Jesus died.
And then he said it was really done when Jesus rose from the dead.
So I’m sitting out in the yard, looking at nature.
Chapter Three’s ‘And you?’ question prompt from the book begins, “Words communicate differently than nature because….”
“….words take planning, prior thought, a particular form,” I write.
My thoughts continue.
‘And you?’ question again. “I think my inner landscape is crucial to contemplation because….I cannot see the dark things Jesus has set me free from without His light shining on them.”
LL Barkat writes of a “childhood past that’s also somewhat dark. In other words I bring a shadowy inner landscape that may be crucial to the contemplation process.” (p.26).
When Jesus came announcing to the Pharisees (John Chapter 8) “I am the light of the world,” (verse 12), it freaked them out. The Law of Moses they knew, the ordinances, fast days, Holy Days, sacrifices they all knew. Why didn’t Jesus talk about that?
But the light? Why does that matter?
Because Jesus came to expose the Enemy for what He is. He wants us to be set free.
Our pastor said, “The first step towards victory is seeing your enemy.”
How that so fits what I’m reading.
I didn’t realize until I sat outside on a glorious sunny day this week, watching the world fill in with its greens and grays, shadows and shade, you can’t see the true colors of anything until there’s enough light.
I wondered, do the shadows from our past cast our character? Do they change where we stand in the light?
I’m contemplating that a little deeper these days as God brings me closer to Him.
How about you?